Friday, October 16, 2009

A Prayer

I hope this sounds familiar to anyone...

Praying in my bed at 5:45am
"Heavenly Father please let her not wake up right now."
"I'm really tired Lord, and she really needs more sleep than this"
"Please stop crying, please go back to sleep" more crying...not sleeping
"Heavenly Father just let her sleep for 45 more minutes, then I can tackle the day."
"Please go back to sleep baby, mom needs 45 more min. Please!"
"Lord if she wakes up right now, I don't know how I'm going to do it today!"
"Please make her go back to sleep......I'm asking humbly..... I'll be a better person. just let her go back to sleep"

Most of my days start like this. Yours?

Sunday, October 4, 2009


Today has been a long day for me. Besides the sore throat ,and exhaustion for chasing a two year old around. Love the rain though. It smells good outside. Fresh.
I am not ready to go to work tomorrow m, to much still needs to be done around here
Laundry.....always laundry.
Disposable clothes. Not a bad idea, maybe out of rice paper and then if your really hungry you could eat the laundry. Eating is something I always have time to do. all day.

New thing I am obsessed with is canning. botteling or whatever you call it. Jam, apples, salsa. I love it I feel productive. Earthy. Old fashioned. Better than other people that don't can. only kidding.

Time to eat my laundry and go to bed.

Young Love....

This is Maryina my neighbor and best friend. She's gettin' hitched! After 4 long years she is going to make an honest man out of him...that him is Russel Elder aka Rus. I am so happy for them both and couldn't be more excited for the wedding. October 10th.