I'm Done...

Disclaimer---I am going to be really honest in this post. So if you cant stand it, do not continue!!

I truly am done being a mother...today... I really liked it yesterday. I just cant stand it today. Diapers, spit up, bottles, formula, baby sh%^$# everywhere. Honestly I am a good person and am trying to be a molly Mormon mother in Zion, but not today. Then I try to be righteous and read the Ensign while she is napping and all the thing talks about is how wonderful nurturing children is...I threw it across the room...I scared the cat.
I went to the grocery store today everything was fine until I am loading Addi into the car and I hit the panic button on the key and could not get it to shut off. All hell broke loose. I felt like every one was starring at me, Addison started crying, I almost did. Finally it shut off, I thew the grocery's into the trunk and went home!

I was thrown up on 6 times today. I cannot buy enough "Spray and Wash" And I know for sure that baby food carrot does come out of microfiber. Hallelujah

So today I am done...I don't know about tomorrow, but I've had it today. This seems like I don't love Addi, I do, don't get me wrong. But man I just have to vent to the world that my life is not perfect and neither is my blog.

Count Your Many Blessings....Name Them One by One

I heard the most awful thing today and was feeling so blue and the song "Count Your Many Blessings" came into my mind and it wouldn't leave... so I thought I would make it at least productive

I am blessed because...

1-I have a loving husband who loves me just the way I am, and still loves me after that fact.
2-I have a healthy,beautiful,fun baby girl who is just perfect
3-I live in America, where I can live, worship, believe just how I want to
4-I was born into the true gospel of Jesus Christ our Savior and have a more profound knowledge of that than many people will ever have.
5-The understanding of Eternal Family
6 I have a roof over my head, food to eat, more clothes than I can wear, gas in the car (which is saying something) and a little left over...which makes me more wealthy that 99% of the world population.
7-I have extended family close by that love me ,and are willing to help at a moments notice. (love you mom!)
8- My health
9-Very good friends who make me laugh so hard my sides hurt.

I have alot more things that I am blessed with but these are at the top. Maybe this can be an idea for other people to post on their blogs. We'll see.

Happy Easter

One great thing about having a little girl is a brand-new Easter dress. It has long been a tradition in my family to get an new dress for Easter Sunday, then take as many pictures of the girls before the dress gets dirty. I love my little girl and her dang cute easter dress. And I did take lots of pictures

Lazy Sunday

I love being home with my little family on Sunday. Usually spent going for a drive and taking naps. I feel bad about being scared to take her to church...(well not that bad, lets all be honest!) But she will only be this little for so long, and Heath and I are trying to soak up every minute. I love the picture with Addi on Heaths shoulders. She is his female clone. I love her so much ,it hurts sometimes. I never thiought I could love someone that much. OK done being gushy. C

I've been taged

Tag I'm it!

What is his name? Robert Heath
How long did you date? 2 1/2 years
How long have you been married? 5 years last November
Who eats more sweets? equal . we are both cookie-holics
Who said I love you first? Heath
Who is taller? ha ha.. Heath, by 1 foot 2 inches
.Who is the better singer? me, heath just doesn't sing
.Who is smarter?I would say we are both smart but at different things
.Who does the laundry? I wash and dry, he folds, I put away, Neither of us like doing it. it takes a few days to get done. so when you come over unannounced you will probably see laundry somewhere
.Who pays the bills? I do (bless bill-pay!)
Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? facing the bed, heath sleeps on the right
.Who mows the lawn? Heath does, that is man work. Plus He is OCD about it, Just like grandpa Vern (I'm not kidding Taylor clan, it is ridiculous!)
.Who cooks dinner? me, and Dina, i love dinner group! But heath does the dishes faithfully
Who drives? heath
Who is more stubborn? Definitely me!
Who kissed who first? Heath kissed me first --on the big brown couch (for those of you dalton's reading this)
Who asked who out? I asked Heath
Who proposed? Heath, but we had many a long talk about the (poop or get off the pot) issue. We dated a long time.
Who is more sensitive? I am. I cry about everything. But Heath has more empathy for the human race. I hate people!
.Who has more siblings? Heath, I have 2 sisters
Who wears the pants? Neither of us ever wear pants! It's more comfortable.

I tag.....Amy S, Michelle M, and Natalie,